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I feel like a monster

Sun Oct 11, 2009, 8:29 AM
  • Mood: Tense
  • Listening to: otep
  • Reading: none
  • Watching: my gfs sister complain about not having one
  • Playing: laptop
  • Eating: not much
  • Drinking: dew sweet sweet caffine
Monster lyrics
Songwriters: Brown, Gavin; Cooper, John Landrum;
The secret side of me, I never let you see
I keep it caged but I can't control it
So stay away from me, the beast is ugly
I feel the rage and I just can't hold it

It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls
It comes awake and I can't control it
Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster

My secret side I keep hid under lock and key
I keep it caged but I can't control it
'Cause if I let him out he'll tear me up, break me down
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster

It's hiding in the dark, it's teeth are razor sharp
There's no escape for me, it wants my soul, it wants my heart
No one can hear me scream, maybe it's just a dream
Maybe it's inside of me, stop this monster

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster

I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster
I've gotta lose control, he something radical
I must confess that I feel like a monster

I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster


Well soon as im not working or being pestered by my girlfriend i will be on more and dishing out new stuff. i got a laptop finaly but its only a net book however, at the same time its better than my old laptop and my desk top as well. So on that note I guess thats about all for now today is my friday (really its sunday though) so tommorow well see what i can do if I dont feel like crap. Im not used to the "office" traditions so all this caffine intake and cut offs are wreaking headache havoc on me. I gotta go to work soon though so until tommorow most likly, peace!

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